raining all day

the rain
the tears
and the pain that i am bearing now.

i hate you for giving me this pain.
i hate you for making my life miserable.
i hate you before and after.

i just HATE you.
its painfull.


its really pain. i am sad. eventho i cud say HA HA HA.

what is wrong wif me.
i think im mentally exhausted.
i am mentally fatigue.
i am physically disable due to this unwated feeling.

YA Allah. please get me back on my track.
make me sabr. make me sabr. make me to b d most patient person on earth.

YA ALLAH.

me- d matured version. hope so.

wow. i havent been writing for quite sometime and the layout is already changed. aiyo.. how to use eh? hahahahah

Y apple?

Owh. I just realized something very useful from d apple product.
While my lil bros hp turn on the hotspot setting.
Me without any data packet can browse my ipad:)
Its a waaaaaaay too cool.
Eventhough i am a bit late to realize this but hey...
I just love to share!
Enjoice your connectivity!

The image show that while charging hotspotting and me blogging.

48 or 49 days to go

Hello.
Been stop blogging due to d hectic and unstable mind.
Theres lots and lotsa and lotsa thing to catch up.
Am on my way to kl. To meet with our tailor. Abang Mirran.
Together with adam doc joe and i ;)
Hoping the best for my day!
Lets pray together !

1051am
In d car
17march2012

Tagging

And then ull know that there are people that really need privacy in their social network page??????

4 months to go

tapi jiwa kosong.

hati sedeh.

apelah otak banyak fikir. padahal kerja kau banyak gile.

wat have i learned?

Its a two hour trip to kl..an hour ride to kiara. Just to reach sime darby convention centre.met a few incredible person. And now i know that i am nobody.:( i must really work hard!

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today is d day !

today is the day we heading to south

unfortunately

the bag is still unpack

the route is still blur2.

the money still tak tukar lagi ! :(

the car still tak tukar tayar lagi hahaha. gilelah.

and last but not least. aku tak siap kerja lagi !

jazmin! berusaha !

salam eiduladha.

It might be d last raya as bujang ;) inshaalllah.

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Sedeh

Laparrr

the teammates

the team members . Hope that we will succeed. !

the new header ohlala

Atlast, I managed to upload the latest design for my header. and ive changed the title due to some incident happened to my life.

lemme share bout the images shown from the header

starting from the left image that was me wif ajoe on my right side at yik foong. we captured this photo while waiting for the chinese man to change the battery for my lovely mr HP.

the second is photo taken during my ilearn course at Uitm :) wif izzatul n pejon :)

after that is a trial from my youcam software making bignose at home :)

then using my checkered red shawl i took this shot using my mr HP at the office..while doing my work sangap le tuh.

and the photo wif my dads big frame shades ( no glass actually) was taken at my home ipoh heheh.. on my bed while waiting for aesya to come n play wif me early in d morning. muke tak mandi!

and while wearing my blue towel i managed to captured the photo using my reading glass which got no 'power' hahah.

and the 3rd last alien photo is same as the 2nd photo.

the last two images taken in d office. heheh. well.

bored time do comes occasionally rite? hehehh

i will try to do my own superextracantik sket dari skang later.

when i have the time and courage heheh.

good day everyone and have a great raya hajj.

xoxo.

Meet miss pejon

This is cik fairuz ;)
A very polite person from kedah.she is single n adorable...

Trade in

Ive traded in my old rantai d one that had been spinning inside d washing machine ;) getting a smaller one while searching for d best to fit in for my lil finer ;) thanks to u mr doc !

Happy bday mak a belated ones

It was maks 59th bday celebration. Alhamdullilah. Mak is still strong berkat dr Allah y esa.We went to cameron for d celebration. And everyone was happy except that adam wasnt around...

Owh mak bought herself a burberry reading glass for mengaji katanya.. Alhamdullilah. We pray that next year both of u ade rezki to go mecca to perform hajj. Inshaallah...

Alhamdullilah for giving me such a wonderfulnmother.. Love u mak! Ouh dis week tak balik jumpe mak rase xbest sbb xdpt hugs n kissess mak heheh... Ok.. Dis week wajib balik!

what i shud learn

what i shud learn. it wasnt the real tugas hakiki thingy. besides being me. the ordinary me. i would love to learn this few things as per listed.

1. COOKING . well enough said that i love cooking.but i do not have the interest due to the condition at my rent house. we do not have a FRIDGE. can u believe that? 3 academicianc living together without a fridge? we are survivors and we will make it until i dunno when..

2. SEWING. i wanted to make my own baju kurung. i wanted to sew my doters baju too. i wanted to design opss. designing is different from sewing... i wanted to sew my own pillow casses. bestnyeee. inshaAllah will try to upgrade myself from time to time lah!

3. advanced class for ENGLISH and mandarin. pergh. if i manage to learn n improve my english usage plus a bit of mandarin ill be able to get back to do freelance coz interior design have to deal wif lots of contractor. and it will be a bonus for u to b able to talk in mandarin. bestnye! wajib la..

4. advanced class for tajwid... so that i could teach my kids without any hesitation. and they do not have to go to the additional kelas agama.. lagi la dekattt di hati. :)

5. to do DIY stuffs. i wanna build my own mini cabinet or my kids treehouse (berangan tak salah) so that they will experience something different from kids nowadays that watch tv ,play wif the computer games and talk to the twitter just like me! haha

6. be patient. its the key for everything. :)


actually im feeling a bit dizzy. might be the crabtree promegrante odour or might be the drafting marks or else. Ya Allah, perteguhkan iman tuk puasa sampai ptg ni. I miss blogging. I miss the old me. i need time to finish my msc. Ya Allah permudahkan.

tot of ending this

have u ever thought of ending ur blog writing session? i do have feel like wanting to stop this crap.for me its crap cos i aint god in writing interesting thing. but for all d other bloggers they are like DEWA in this industry. DEWA blogger. happy to read their story. :)

maybe i need to rest for awhile. yeah. to rest for a moment. :)

Bad mucus

Icant tolerate anymore wif mr mucus
At nite i cant sleep and it cramed my stomach out. I was really in a deep pain. Allah menduga.

Itab vs ipad

Hello. Been postponing to update few things from me this few days...months.. ;)
Herewith attached photo is my fiancees gadget -mr itab. Haha

Using my new gadget