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hyp⋅o⋅crite

1. a person who pretends to have virtues, moral or religious beliefs, principles, etc., that he or she does not actually possess, esp. a person whose actions belie stated beliefs.
2. a person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, esp. one whose private life, opinions, or statements belie his or her public statements.

todays lunch hour was a great one...

i was late 30mins uploading the new yearsss picnic pics from nazri san's lappy...

n then nadia request naniy lubat to raise the issue which is..

'kenape org makin tua mkin hipokrit??'

erms..while i was eating the sfc(southern fried chicken)...
it was just a simple answer from me...
coz of surrounding n ur ppl...dats y people have to be HYPOCRITES..
but only sometimes..not every time...
n fara pon ade part dier which quite true and diperakui oleh sirim ( which is me..+nadya+odah sengal juga)pemantau adalah alsagoff and eija.. hehehe...

secare jujurnya...
satu tika dulu...
org yg plg dibenci adelah org hipokrit..
nape takleh jadik diri sendirik??susah sgt ke?
itu adelah soklan pertama yg mmg pantang betul kalo jumpe org hipokrit...
mmg benci habisan2..

tp skang berbeza..
pengalaman..ilmu..serta persekitaran menjadikan diri sendirik kdg2 perlu bersikap hipo..
bukan sengaja tp keadaan kdg2 memaksa..
hipokrit pon kdg2 memakan diri..memakan hati.. byk gak akibat dr menjadik hipokrit..
and tuk selamtkan sesuatu situasi kdg2 perlu hipokrit..demi tuk org lain atau tuk diri sendirik..
lg byk yg difahami..dan dipelajarai lg byk lakonan hipokrit itu perlu berlaku..
mmgla kdg2 rase bersalah menyelubungi diri..
Allah aje yg tau betape keciknye diri ini di muke bumi tuhan terpakse utk tidak menjadi diri sebenar demi sesuatu perkare walhal hati meronta2 minta melakonkan perkare sebenar...haish susah..susah tuk diterangkan..

tp aku dah phm nape org kene jadik hipokrit kini...
cikgu dgn pengetua..
bapak dengan bos..
kawan aku A dengan kawan aku B
design manager dengan senior design manager..
aku dengan siapa2 aje kalau terpakse...

aku harap ape yg aku sampaikan tersampai..
walaupun dlm hati ni byk lg nk type tp prosa ayat aku tunggang langgang...
dah beracampur jepun thai pinoy pakistan..sume2..ayat aku dah tak betul..
lari tuning ni....

terpakselah aku menjadik hipkrit bahwe english aku masih ok dgn menulis2 dgn menggunakan dwibahse kdg2 eheheh....

hypocrites is needed when u feel insecure~

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this is a photo of us celebrating the 2008 near jumeira beach
theres pejon hafiz bone selly syeila and 3 of sellys kazens..
we were very lucky to have celebrating it wif fireworks( i really dont like fireworks coz its something wasting!!and i hate wasting money for that kind of purpose!!membazir)
but the best part is wif the surrounding..how the arabs + americans + pakistanis + kabayans celebrating it!!

last year it was a very heavy traffic at the jumeira road..all the luxury cars..honking each other to shows how happy they were for the new year bla+...
and we were staying up late hanging out at moulin o bakery until 6 am...


this year it was something different..
we -nani pejon fara eija raiyan ee lee nadia odah(invisible mode)
and then later came zaidi + linda n jamal + oso keri..

we stayed up late until subuh ...
we have tent but no campfire..
we have friends but no fireworks(better like dis)..
we have bbq n kfc too..
our new motto..walaupon susut gaji tp tak susut badan heheh..

lepak2..cite psl hantu?wtheck..
layan je la..open discussion..on certain company matters..
it was a very cold nite..we had triple piece of cloth hehe..

the worst is when we need to get stuff from geant..the taxi wait..
the cannot be change attire!! saddest part!!..eheheh..
ill get the pics from fara n others later..

nothing on our mind that time..we just need to relax n have a great time..
and dats what we got..thanks to all friends joined..really happy really enjoying the time spent..

and now its turn to think of..things to get done before the age of 27?? mashaallah..

a day before 2009

my new resolution can be seen from the image posted!!

r u n n i n g + pekasam +cencalok

yesterday was a bad day…the worst maybe…nope…have been in the worst time before…

during morning I could even had breakfast rushing for the drawings…and then during lunch our was the best…

We finally exchange foods…yummies..ryan got bi ice creeam from intan..double box of crispy cream from oda to nadya..a cute socks n cake from me to nanie..i got kepoksh ehehe…n others oso…pejon gave intan da Christmas bread looks like a big cute yummilicious muffin..eee..everyone was happy..n so am i….dis is one of the starting point for a great team work..eee

Workin like a dog…until not so late nite before awalmuaram…theres no van to pick us up…we ran for the bus and everyone was laughin at us…shit..dis lappy really annoys me…!!! I couldnt use backspace and ggg and h…dats wat happened when it works..it makes double the gg and double the hhhhhhh…or maybe triple of it..

N then we were joking in the bus..(the bos didn’t even care!!!)..teasin each other…bla2..bla2..

Pejon mentioned bout pekasam..and tats why I didn’t even care to talk to abg joe..sbb perot kosong..hati panas...

I wanted to hhave nasik panas..cencalok n pekasam…

After cooking the nasik..takin out the cencalok n onions cili padis..to be fried wif the pekasam..i sms aida..rite after smsing..cencalok jatuh!!!my left finger bleeds…byk gile darah..seb baik airie tolongg amikkan mop..i was just telan air liur sbb takleh mkn cencalok dah..ade sebotol aje..uwaaa!!

Then the saddest part..aida sms..pekasam dah abehs..yg last smlm yg aku mkn sekor tuh??uwa…what a very unlucky day!!!!!!...rs nk nangges..tp dah beso..try to cheer myself up..i cooked myself chicken soup less salt..erm..bolehla..hehe.pedas..besh!!!

But the frustrating feel still deep inside my heart…nape la tak dpt..erms..sedeh...mayeb sbb terskip solat subuh??Allah balas terus je..argh..ampun ya Allah!!...

today i woke up at 1pm hahah..never in my life..i felt something wrong..something losing out of my sight..abg joe ke?hehhe..ha..i know why..adam arrived at kak ains wedding...!!benci!!! i wasnt there...argh.!!mau pulang juga...mahu mahu mahu..!!!sedeh2...nk mkn pekasam..heheh..lucky what..i have wifi today hehe..so i can jot down this..blogging made me happier..lalalal..nk mkn bubur jagung japs..heheh..nyum2...

natalia?ke hari natal?

again its christmas!!
same date..same colour theme..hehehe..
same mascot..the santa...hahaha
above picture was taken during our finale year at ideausm
our celebration with dr azizi and we had steambot tu...
sedap..tp the unlucky part is when i was asleep at my room during the celebration!!!

memories remains..
yesterday was christmas day.
dubai was not having the public holiday..and lcl was rushing for the drawings bla2...
pt to all the ones dat celebrating it...sigh~

pejon and i were suggesting to do something
'''gift exchange" to food exchange...
usually the celebrants (pinoy using this referring to the people celebrating any occasions)
will exchange gifts +theres santa + red colour wrappers..+ bread man..angel..plus2..

and we thought it might be fun for us to exchange food made by os or we might buy anything as long as its food..hehehe..
im thinking of preparing something yummy..at first i do thought to buy ice cream at the emarat...
but...i have to be creative..hahah..ill try tomorrow..
ive already searched for simple food...inshaallah..ill try my best to prepare something yummy..

i already gave nani..raiyan..odah..pjon..intan..eja..nadia..and fara candy..thats what i do for fun..
sharing!!!

may this saturday brings joy to each of us!!!