balance life

i wanted to have a balance life

i think most of u wanted to have a well balanced life.

for me as what ive discussed wif yana n kak mila,

i need to have a close relationship wif

1. my parents

2. my future in laws

3. my aunts uncles n kazens

5. my friends

talking bout my friends.
not only current friends as what i can see nowadays.

peeps got married n only contacted their current friends.
i dont know y.

didnt they remember their best times during college? during school?
the susah n senang during university?

yes some of these peeps were easily forget bout their old friend.
dont get angry cos i wasnt talking bout u.

in malay theres a saying
'sudah dpt si gading bertuah tanduk sudah tidak berguna lagi.'

but this is not that they have the gading but only got the other gading which is not that bertuah but they just wanted to threw the old ones.yes.

maybe sebab MELAYU MUDAH LUPA kot?
maybe!


pt to one of my friends story,
lollolo(bukan nama sebenar) and
her best school-time friend tuntuntun (not d real name).

they studied, ate, laughed ,cried n etc together.
they were really close.
lololos mother knew tuntuntun very well.
tuntuntun always lepaked at her house during that time.
they shared each n every moments together.
u see how lololo felt- very upset of her friend.
cos they way she told me bout their memories.
it was so detailed!

if im not mistaken after spm my friend continued her study in spm then to uitm.
i dont know bout her besties.
but what memisahkan diorg is because tuntuntun ni berinta dgn laki orang.
n my friend disagreed on that relationship but she never boycott or whatever the actions that shows unlikely to her friend's relationship.

but maybe because of that, tuntuntun never invited her for her wedding day.
how sad lololo heard the news from her other friend.
but tuntuntun called n said that shes going to make another reception n will invites her.
waiting patiently.

Fuck tuntuntun she never called her regarding bout that reception n lololo only knew bout this when her schoolmate asked bout it.

after the reception,lololo received a call from tuntuntun saying that she was doing it at Kl so she doest know where was lololo during that time.

n fuck again tuntuntun, cos lololo was studying at shah alam at that time n i can see how TERLUKE nye lololo for her besties action.

she threw tuntuntun away.
away from her life.
now she got her best circle of friends, her hubby n adorable baby.

from FB, i dont know why on earth this tuntuntun was like promoting herself.
yet looking for old friends? APESAL NK CARIK SKANG?

owh sbb ade business.baru nk carik kwn2.
fuck again n again to her.

this is one of the example of not being able to be balance in life.
i hope that i will not be like dis.
jauhkan lah.

tp my mum used to say that
tak ke mane pon kawan2 tu kalo kite baik pon,nanti diorg lupekan akak juge.

betul ke? hanye kwn2 saye je tau diorg mcm mane.
sbb saye tau saye mcm mane.

dont blame me if u were touched!